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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 @ 22:46

That was the post that was written on Sunday, I only managed to post it now becoz blogspot was pmsing. After that, I did some serious thinking of both sides of the arguement. And... Mdm Azah would be so proud of me, I came up with a viewpoint continuum. So... Pros will be in orange, Cons will be in red...

0%: I get retained.
Pros: I get to study subjects that I already have a basic knowledge to.
I get to meet new people.
I can aim for full exemption next year
I can spend one more year in JJ

Cons: 1 extra year in JJ, push back everything by 1 year
Saying good-bye to the few friends that I have
The shame of getting retained
What if I slack around again and get retained again?
I get KICKED OUT OF CSL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

100%: I get promoted
Pros: I go up with the few friends that I have
I don't get kicked out of CSL
I don't need to be one year slower than everyone
I can leave the same time as everyone else

Cons: WHAT IF THIS HAPPENS FOR A LEVEL??!!
Going up with some people who really cannot make it
Mugging my ass off for the rest of the year.

What if this really happens for A level?? Only you know yourself best and I know that I won't be able to study for A level. Shit. Now i see the sense in my father's words... Shit... I need some time to think this over. I'm going through a really tough time at home, I fight with my brothers everyday SO PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER ME. I have this to worry about, my brothers, my parents, my friends... PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER ME UNLESS IT'S A LIFE AND DEATH SITUATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!